I didn't mean to die

I'll laugh at your sorrows
your pain will be my pleasure
I want to see you tumble down
and cry like there'd be no tomorrow
For I'll make sure you'll know
just what it was like being me

I'll teach you hate
and you'll grow to love me
you'll slit your wristsout of desperation
it eats you from the inside
while it drains your body dry

I will watch my sweet creation
getting torn apart and bruised
And when you're helpless on the ground
I'll walk away without a muse

I didn't mean to die
but you gave me no other choice
you never understood me
but when I'm done you will.

- youlis 2006