Last goodbye

Well Jamie, he knows
just how he will die
He's known all along
ever since he was 12
He's got it all planned
planned in his head
It plays like a movie
showing him dead

So he's writing his letter
his one last goodbye
to the people he knew
and the few that he loved

"I'm sorry mom,
this is not your fault
I'm sorry dad,
why did it go wrong?

All of this pain
it keeps pulling me down
But please do not cry
just keep carrying on
For I'll always be there
right there in your heart
Just know that I'll love you
even though we're apart

I wasn't made
not made for this world
But we'll meet again
some place far away
I'll wait by the rainbow
far beyond the stars
Where I'm thinking about you
and you're deep in my heart"

youlis 2006